User Profile

My name is Cheyenne and I am like no other person you will ever meet. I am a complex individual that no one fully understands, and I have learn to accept that. I am bisexual, and for those who don't know what that is, I like both guys and girls. Sexually. I can see a lot of your faces right now the probably look like ":O". Well all I can say to that is, there is nothing I can do if you donít except that. And girls, donít freak out the next time you see me. I am not some kind of weirdo who constantly checks out chicks. I only go for girls who like girls. Whether that be bi or full gay. But I should warn you that you are going to have to get use to the fact that not everyone in this world is straight. I am a very argumentative person. My arguments can get very in depth, and I hardly ever give up. I am a very persistent person and I you will learn that very quickly from being around me. But donít take it too personally, I hardly really ever mean much harm. When I do mean to hurt you, you'll know it. I on the odd occasion physically hurt people, but when I intend hurt someone, I mentally destroy them. Donít worry though, I do that to people who I think deserve it, and I have not once regretted the things I have said. When I am being serious, take my words seriously. Someone has to tell you the truth, and sometimes that person has to be me. But mostly, I am a kind person who respects everyone, even if I dislike them-which isn't too many people. I love the company of people, but just like everyone else, I need my alone time. Alone time for me is very important to me. It is a time for me to relax and get lost in my own world, not that I don't "float away" the majority of the time. My imagination soars to great heights which is the exact reason why I hardly ever watch scary movies. I put things into my own life, no matter how far from reality it might be. But just as weird as it may seem, I am a logical person at the same time, I canít necessarily explain how-thatís why people can't fully understand me. I often refer in my daily life to pirates, Harry Potter, and vampires; the things that I love most. I tend to annoy some people with my constant quotes or references, but you will learn to get use to it. I am such a talkative person when I realize that my "blabbering" doesnít bother you. I will talk about anything and everything; and I am not joking one bit. I don't even have to barely know you. If you have something you need to talk about, even if it involves something that bothers you about me, say it. I want full honesty, whether or not it hurts me in the end. Generally, I donít get mad. But don't expect me to change, I will just take your words into consideration; which means I will try my hardest to be better about things. Honesty is one of the most important things to me in my life and it pisses me off completely when someone lies to me. Once you lose my trust, donít ever expect to get it back. I usually can read through peopleís lies, so donít even bother try dishonesty. That brings me to point that that I am very good at reading people and situations. I most of the time can predict what is the most plausible outcome. Usually, I am right; which most people know that I end up being right. But the majority of the time, people donít take my advice and sadly figure it out the hard way. Donít get me wrong, I am not trying to boast about anything; I am not a person you find boasting...often. I have a mental condition called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder or otherwise known as OCD. I am not proud or expecting any of your pity, one bit. 97% of people do not know what OCD really is and how much is really controls your life. I do not expect you to understand, but I just ask you to be aware of. You may catch me at times doing something that is out of the ordinary, like making sure an object is in an exact place. Don't bother to ask why it has to be that way, I honestly canít fully answer that question. My mind tells me to do something, but it also asks logically, why the hell I am doing it. OCD is something that you takes your brain to mental strains; you constantly argue with yourself. If something isn't the way your brain is telling you it should be, you go almost to a breaking point of insanity. Not like the insanity of the desires to kill, but an extreme amount of discomfort. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is something that I hope to get over, with the help of people. Which I am currently under going the process. Donít hesitate to ask questions about OCD, because I would be glad to help you understand, or at least be more aware of what it actually is and how I go about with it. And again, don't feel sorry for me or think I am asking for you pity. But I know I canít control your feelings or opinions. You are entitled to your own opinion and ways of thinking. I love animals and nature and I get pretty upset when someone abuses it. People need to stop being selfish, and think of other people's futures and not just their own. Which now brings me to my future plans. Well, at least my educational path. I have been planning since the 7th grade to become a research zoologist who specializes in the whole cat family. I love animals and I love to travel, and nothing has come along that seems to interest me or suite me better; at least not yet. As for my present life....I am not close to rich, if thatís how you want to put it. But I try to make the best of what I have. I am thankful for every waking moment of my life. Whether it be a good or bad moment, I still love the beauty life brings. We must learn from our mistakes, and learn to get over other peopleís mistakes. Holding grudges wonít get you anything in life but pain and loneliness. I want to take these last few sentences to thank everyone who has been a friend in my life. We all have been through good and bad times together, and I hope that will continue. Oh and just to tell you, I am straight edge; that means I don't drink, smoke, do drugs, or have sex (at least not until I have found the right person). Thank you to anyone who reads this extremely long, but not even full description of myself. Believe me, you have only just scratched the surface of who and what I really am. I anticipate this long summary to hopefully get at least a little closer to seeing me for who I am. If you have any further questions, please ask.

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